F-R-I-E-N-D-S

I hav a lot of trusted frens but i dont really think i hav best frens....to me best frens are frens tt u lik to join and be around and truely always be there wit each other...
hmmmm........felt lik those r my cousins .......yup......i noe tis will my school frens but tt is how i feel....i feel so free and myself when im around them ten wit even the most closes fren....

Closest frens can even slowly become far apart
its true i feel a few frens r so .....bt i still treat them as my frens but not those bbbf anymore.sorry

a few most closest frenss in my world:
my form1 to 3...we been same class for so long....so close yet now so far....jL....
she is the most kindness girl i hav ever met also the sweetest..she told me her life and love life and share the pain wit me ....she and her group of 3 always wanna be there for me..always welcome me when open arms always so support of me....im so greatful for her and the group being so but im cant coop wit them....they ways of thinking is not same as mine...they "ways" and style r different and not me.....they r garly of the fullest and lov to envy ...asspcially beauty and physical condition of 1...not tt they said thgs about those r not true but i kinda dont lik to do so....and donoe i just hate the envy feeling....sometimes too much criticism just made my mood down a lot....join them every recess....just hope u guys just walk faster...v v v slow motion...
4ever greatful for them being so nice to me but sorry not my type of a bbbbbf...

YP....the most neutral fren...she is v v neutral...happy go lucky persom ...and active in away...yet we r getting far away...maybe u dont agree of some frens tt i hav recently made i guess...hope u r well....

A....ah.....the ups and downs of my life is u.....u enter my with a great "nice " but then there is another site of u tt made most downful days or years in my life....u were my bbf then u were my "f off e"...but then i think as u as a challenger and a future boss of my life....well...u r a person wit great confidents yet a show off....i really wana learn and hav yr confidents but not yr attitude ...
4ever u never change ......though u r quiet an ignorrant in my life yet a learning experince to coop wit a person such as u...challenging and hope u can tuff me up....
still a fren but no longer close.....

ry...intresting yet dangerous feeling....
currently my most closest fren .....quiet cute and intresting meeting....
noe her when form2 ...v close tt time but then ppl around me said she is a story teller ,a overreacting and over too much ......ppl around me just dont lik her and advise me to stay away.....for starting i believe her but then....my curiousity gone up...and stop there...but still believe her though.....her life is lik fantasy...but i believe....yet everyone doubt her ....though i took ppl advice but still got faith in her yet not close to her after tt
but then tis year after my bonding she share her love for kpop and korea wit me ...and bond v quicky .....yet another life story was told...i donoe how to believe yet i believe .....for these few months she was always there but now....i feel lik a losing the faith.....she was my soulmate...yet feels lik is so unreal....inow i want to hav time to think about tt.....but im greatful for u being there

4 now my my bbbbf is my cousins ...kk,lian,thought not always there but thanks for being there for me at critical times.....

these emo inside of me maybe is cz of age diffrence?donoe....