8 dec Feel like FREEdom

wow....time passes finally , thank you...i'm having a blast...wahaha...love my comp.....it's been a while seen i blog....again the same words....a lot had happen these pass months....where do i start

Last month , my second dog beagle, big girl gave birth to bobbin, fuse and copper..XD...so cute ... chubby and fat.....try my best to take care of them

then SPM started ....wow....mixed feeling but thanks to my Keh Ba....i try my best and done almost well enough..now is luck that had to be by myside to get an A....please don't be too strict

now 2 more subject to go and i feel like already finish my exam ....wahahha...even went to watch a movie....XD....

my enchanted life

changing my blog title~~suddenly thoughts of enchantments ...hehe

yup i love enchanted stories and movies....always like be in a enchanted dreams...hehe....i m famous for dreaming all the time ...maybe ,y life can be describe with enchantments ....witches and wizard,magic and fairies ...like like like~~

sound so intriguing indeed~~when i have the time i will write it down..soon but now must focus and sleep .....

all the best now ....fighting!!!

mix feeling for SpM

omg~~~ SPM in 28 days counting ....stressing out .... crazing man ...do know why but i kept slaking off this made me so piss myself sometimes...my will power where are u ....T.T...okay~find i will write my wishing and to do list down into my future box...

the future box is a bow that contain all my wishes, hopes.dreams and to do list it is also a great way to like release mt stress and trying to build up my will power ...sort of like that ....i believe my future box will definitely make my wishes come true^^...

i know i have a long way to go...sejarah not yet finnish....ish~~~ a lot of work damn~
physics needs to sharpen up lot of ...i believe i meant for physics just gotten lazy and i do not want that to effect and get a D ..hello A please~~~i know it will be an ease once i finish revising

chemistry still little bit more ~must do more~~
bio~~~still repetition ~~


i need time and focus~~~~~oh goodness please focus~~~~

i must promise no computer or facebook this week ..haiz.....but don't know if i can do that cz music bank is waiting for meT.T.....okay fine then ~~never say never ....i mush push to the limit so

promise no more slaking off ...and internet surfing for 4days except friday cz music bank and also searching sungkyunkwan scandal for mom...she has gone nuts ..but i don't blame her cz the drama is superb ...almost gotten attach to it too.....almost....

gonna work my ass off this week ..haiz....really must try~~~push push~~~my future is depending on this exam~~

Graduation soon

Its been a while seen i blog...missing^.^

beside exam graduation is getting near too...though i dont have much memories that is rather special in CLB but still get to know all my friends is surely is something great to remember....gonna miss hmm....tang shin yee the most ...though is only this year i get to know her well but she sure brings a lot of fun in the class...do know how will i have such fun and protection ~~then there is kaixin and yanbei~~they like role models to me....cheklay she is always there and wonder wat is going to be like when she is not there~~we are the 5^^ in the class^^.....oh not ever forget ivan~~our 'sistar' ..haha...became v good fren with him cz of our love in kpop(kpop does influence my life^^)...he is the nicest guy in our class~~also funny and cute at times~~
gonna miss all of them~`~~

hopefully we will have gathering in the future~~~

memories....SS501..

Oh dear slaking off again ....i was thinking i'll study latter and no no pc tonight so...promise .yaksuk....

just found that pps sure have a lot of thgs to watch...thn i found this ...viseo i guess ..is the small gathering of green peas princess and SS501..the last video before they leave their company.....

no words can describe the feelings for this vid.....i was so touch and i wanted to cry out when i saw them crying....even when they sing those songs weather is old or new song is so different from the previous i watch them sing....mostly it feels so happy and sweet in side...but this vid is a feeling of trust and memories and overwhelming feeling of the love they giv us and we fans give them....is so deep ....my heart racing though is not live ...but i can feel that time that atmosphere .....feeling every word they say and sing....understood every tears every moment....

this led me to think about all this time ...i have forgotten the them..the promised i made to them...yes i though time took me to know other artists and actors...i though my heart was stolen by others ...i though i do not have a favorite anymore ...just like everything ...but now i know and will forever remember the 1st idol i had the 1st turning point of my heart towards u...SS501.....the 1st drama the first sight ....the 1st feeling towards u guys.....i remembered it now

this vid bring back memories of happiness that u guys bring ....also the 1st influence of loving kpop and korea even more ....though i known u guys last year but it feels i like i known SS501 for 5 years .....

the small split in july was a shock....but u guys said believe in u and not the press ....as so i believe but days pass i began to think is it possible SS501 will stay together ......then after watching this vid which was i think is on their anni also my birthday....i can say i 100% believe in u now.....

i promised to support SS501 to the end~ for once a green pea princess always a green pea princess...your words is always in my mind....

SS501 forever no.1 in my heart no longer will change ....hyunjoong oppa , youngsaeng oppa, kyu joong oppa, jung min oppa and maknae hyungjoon oppa ....fighting !!!...

31/8 BLOGging again~

its been a long time since i write my blog~ finally have the mood to write~
Great time yesterday cheering for my cousin vincent at the dance competition~wao~so high~ only us who is screaming like crazy~damn geng~ also get to see marcus and bobby 2~^^ score~ just watching them dance makes me miss dancing a lot~bet a lot of ppl dont noe that i have a passion for dancing but didn't go learn i don't know guess i just think i do not have the time to do everything~besides dancing class need to find the right u know ppl around u~ and i dont think i can be around with those ppl...

but really straight feeling tat time~

anyway carol cheryl are bac and gone bac~but is great to see them ~ ^^ great time~
blast holiday but reminded that is trial is getting near and i haven prepared...really time for a reality check no more day dream and slaking off

really time for a change and make a choice~
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wake up~PS~is time for a reality check!!!!!!

too crazy is too much

FED OUT MAN!!!!! Can't take it anymore! All of u...today is the most worst day of my life....arg!!! so no mood....i hate this feeling but i just can't take it anymore...i keep cool and patient every time but 2day can't handle it...can u all just keep quiet for a day ..just be normal for a day!! is that too hard...walao..if this keep up i gonna go craZY....

yup i'm v emo right now.....so not in the mood not only because i m sick but also fed out with all the people around me 2day...i do not want to but really ...is like everything i do and say u all think im stupid useless and no brain.....

since i hate making problem and argument with ppl well i just have to express here...
sorry but i just can't take it.....my heart just cant keep too much..

i know today it won't be a easy go cause Germany win and move to the semis ...surely i noe someone is going to furious .;..u kept saying germany sucks well in yr face ..yup i say and give her like a slap in the face...she was not happy and find anti germany ppl to slap me back 1 of them was the no brain ppl....saying i got problem with my brain....can't stand that now...i lost my voice and i was sick so i was not in good mood or have enough energy to argue back.....arg so angry.....u just can't stand losing didn't u....well ...u call yourself a friend ....u think im so easy to let u bully me all the time ....IN YOUR DREAMS!!!...i have lost enough pride from you and u still wanna take more ....get lose why don't u...u think u are the boss of everyone u think u are all that BUT YOU ARE SO NOT!!! u think i scare cause u know twdo i dontso what if i lose u in a fight at list i have a better EQ and better brain than u...so wat if i lose u in exam....SO WHAT...u think u are the most important person in this world ...P.L.E.A.S.E!!!!! look yourself in the mirror...

is not just u of cz how would i forget mrk
hahaha....everyone know u are the king of lies and talk without brain....i was patient enough to stand u but todayu cross the line!!>>>yup i wont not even wanna talk to u anymore from thursday onwards.....suck you mouth man....u are the most freaking person i have seen talking without a brain....take a hike la....

not also the person next to me yes u are kind and helpful....but i cant stand yr ur unreal and so fake voice and actions..can u be normal for a change...or just keep quiet for a day..and stop being such a crazy ppl ....damm i cant take it


well feeling better now after expressing that...as usual i always say i m still human and i have many emotions and i have my ups and downs so 2day is my totally down day ....but i believe in a few days time i will forget about this during my sleep....if u think im a scary person just to let u know don't come close when im not in the mood