Friday, January 1, 2010

01.01.2010 00:00am......

1stly happy new year to everyone......i really start writing at 00:00am

surpose tis day everyone is out partying but tis time not me......why?....

well for starter,my parents are geting old and they r not those party persons no more anyway....so when they r not going mostly im not goin either...as mostly people noes tt im lik always been control by parents even im in the 20s now....haiz.....how sad and frustrating it feels...anoher thing is now a days safety is always a issue.. my parents always thinks is not safe to do tis and tt...and as a daughter i noe they r for my own good...so there....im not saying tt i donot hav my choices...but i for1 always put on ppl shoes....so i really understand but sometimes yes is boring and frustrating if u can't always do wat u want....or such noe lik there is always a reason that u cant do tis and tt...anyway i do sometimes be offended by my parents mostly dad and i do argue wit them 2 at times....mostly dad cz his addtitude had change cz of his age and believe no 1 in the family is worst them his except 1 of my uncle which he is a little bit how u say evill....hehe....

most lik this situation i mostly go celebrate wit my family memebers which mostly is my dad's side....but tis year they all went to KL to celebrate and i can't go well is almost goin to start skul....anddad and mum does think is safe in KL....but the real reason i didn't go cz i feel bad if i go cz im did study the whole intire holiday...

& so i desided to not beg to go....then i was thinking a family outing and i does not happen cz of my old timer parents.....i was not in the mood no more no fun fill feelings ....and so dad try to cheer me up by heeling a small gathering but not for me cz im not tt type of person tt have groups or take sides...i lik be frens wit everyone except for the evil or not nice 1s....and im kinda lazy doing all does party
stuff...yup im still lazy.....hope tt tis lazyness will go away in this year time ....is goin to take a bit of time to change my lazy daydreamin habits....anyway my dad held tis gathering wit his frens ...and eat nice foods tt my dad made and ordered....which is japanese food and western food...but i dont really care about food all i really care is will i be bored...i don;t main working hard tt time....in the end it was ok i guess cz my 2 of my dad's frens is korean and i m crazy over korea right now so i got little in to the conversation wit them...and i learn a little korean from them too....really obsses wit korea ...hehe....

they all went home early so my dad cont down in front of the tv which he was sleeping while my mum is full of exitement while clearing the table and me blogging and playing pokers and facebook lik any other day....well it is a ok day for me since i did some cooking 2day 2....

well tts my day of the 1st hour of the year which is blogging...haha

i had a ok life in 2009 and tis year,year of the tiger surpose to be a great year for me....so hope all things will go welll...
so yes i also hope i well quickly learn cooking ,driving,speaking(my speaking is v bad)...
health is also important ...whish everyone and my whole family is healthy the whole year round...and happy the whole year 2....

finally since is also my SpM exam tear i won't be onlining for awhile.....maybe 2 weeks ones...and tts same goes to kbs as well....

so sad i will feel bad if i don;t work hard tis year so come on give yr best shot....

HAPPY TIGERRRR YEAR

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