Friday, December 18, 2009

sick countdown:lost voice

damn...my fever gone down but i lost my voice.....speak like a chicken......no worst like a small mouse ...can only "squick squick squick"....everyone laugh ....is sad tt im not getting better but i also laugh will i speak cz my voice really like a mouse squicking.....

Another thing is my mum always take me to a child clinic...how humilating.....i remember when i gve my mc to the teachers they always laugh at me....even my family and friends think is so no logic and i don't blame them.....mum pls take me to a "adult" or normal clinic pls......so humilating....im almost 20 and i think the medic is not working on me anymore....i hav advidence now see my sickness now has not curing these days and is already 5 days....wake up mum!!!!

and cz the sickness causing me to miss another guitar lesson.....:(....guest i have to practice hard at home....

haiz....is almost going to start school i haven even start revise my form4 studies...must start soon liao...also next year worst year.. SPM EXAM!!! must take books everyday and every where i go.....but i musrt study hard..no matter wat i will not give up even everyone dout me....everyone think im not a study person well i 'll show them soon.....also next year i have to bit farewell to my comp ,tv and music ...my fav k-pop ...kbs ...variety shows...and music bank.....also my beloved SS501 ..

To SS501,leader hj,prince ys, middle kyu,jm,baby hj oppa....

bianeh......i don't think i can come to the concert latter in Malaysia...our yaksokkeh date have to wait....so sad.....i also would not be able to wit and help trple S next year.....but i'll try to make some time for tt.....cz im a 4ever triple S....
also to shinee minho and supper junior eunhyuk oppa,bian.....start to atach to u guys too....hwaiting and win lotlot in let's go dream team show

until the 1st of jan shall i bit farewell to them so little left and i will make some time for my usual doings and a bit for my revision.....

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