Trying hard !!!!This is me!!!

DAmnit so hard for me to concerntrate in my study...but im trying hard to ......determination !!! i must study no matter what it takes .....i have stop blogging and updating about SS501 for a while ....but stilkl not working though ....so mad at my self whom does not noe how to control myself!!!.but gotta use all the advise from my dearest frens and cousins.....for everyone and SS501 i will try harder.....fighting

i read a book and it says goals are quiet important so im GOAL is GET ABOVE 200 PLACE IN FORM...PAST ALL MY SUBJECTS NO MATTER WHAT .... ALSO GET TO A CLASS !!

FOR EVERYONE ,FOR SS501 CONCERT, FOR SS501 AND MOST IMPORTANT FOR ME AND MY FUTURE.....YES I TRY HADER....

by listening korean songs and some motivating songs no way i gotta let myself beat down.....i gonna sang my heart out if i have to motivate my self to study and focus...miyanae oppa gotta take a few weeks before i gotta updata myself......

tis song although is not SS501 song but this is v good motivation song for me
This Is Me
[ar:]Demi Lovato
[al:]Camp Rock
This is me" - Demi Lovato

]I've always been the kind of girl
]That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
]What I've got to say
]But I had this dream
Right inside of me
]I'm going to let it show
It's time
]To let you know
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
]This is the real, this is me
]I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
]Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
you're the voice i hear inside my head
the reason that im singing
i need to find you, i gotta find you
you're the missing piece i need the song inside on me
i need to find you
i gotta find you
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
you're the missing piece i need the song inside on me
youre the voice i hear inside my head
the reason that im singing
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me..!

fighting ....oppa wait for me ....ill be back soon