I BACK 6/4/09

It's been so long since i write...damn busy with form4 live....the tuitions and extra activities sure can make a gal like me tired ..thuogh seem so but i learn a lot and i is more relax then last year...well..tt is cz im no longer the late queen anymore...wahaha..

I finally have the courage to change my life ....chane te shy additude ,change the boring feeling ..but i still trying to change the lazy in me n my emo....felt lk i get the emo fever everyday......get it from frens and family ....a bit tired of tt so trying to change lol.....

1st exam just past ...although i got moderate reslts but i m still not tt happy yet ...my aim haven come true yet ..and the stupid eng teacher still haven mark finnsh my eng ......shit her lazy damn lazy.... another bad news 2nd exam coming soon...haiz.....1st exm judt past now 2nds....wa....nnow only 1 month of time left ...time flies....im too slow to catch up.....but i've read a book ...says tt the only thg leting me down is strtgy....if i change tt into a better one ....maybe it will turn better ....well it did for the 1st exam ...i get the moderate tt i wan but is not my aim...aim is secret ...hehe....

im going put more effort for the up cming althogh i m a bit late for my homework..a fren told e tt hmwork is important ,ya i noe..but somtimes u flunk and get the lazy sickness again attimes...trying to avoid it ...but i hav to say tt sometimes other work need to do 1st thn homework....some homework i dont thk is imprtan though ....guess making the right choice is the only obtion at here......

i do noe y tt fren who trying to giv me advice is giving anger ....do noe y....i had a theory ...maybe cz is bad looking or just making me measerable or maybe he always boss me around a lot....hmm....so forget it...thinking too much again....

ish.....always think stupid stuff......haiz....

skul......felt bored again....no fun any more in the passing time.....ppl getting busy....teachers ...getting weirder .....not mch frens to them ....


Fds ....still waiting to find elders 1s....do noe why is tt .....maybe cz yg mks me feel stupid....or just dont fit in wt children...haha..jk.....or serious?...donoe why so?

alone everytime....tv and cody only can company me for the passing time ....

cousins....loved them.....wish can spend more time wit them....synyi ,p hwa,p shin, chern,vincent,bb,shao shen,pei ni......love uall...muacks....

the secret is stll living in me but i will not reveal it to any1 anymore...i trst the wrong person .....over over again ...tis time my mouth is selt....

i also like to worn those who keep making me angry...u better ***off or else...i sure u ....villence ...
wakaka....stay away from mua if u are "disqualify"